Regressing??
03/04/26
Februrary check-in! An unexciting update for sure (っ- ‸ - ς)
This and last month has kinda been a bit shit.. I fear it is somewhat my own doing,, I keep putting off my responsibilities in favor of doing basically nothing ૮ ˶╥︿╥)ა....
Very appreciative that I have the privledge to not absolutely need to be employed as I still have savings set aside for inbetween jobs, but this downtime is not doing me any favors. I SHOULD'VE BEEN DRAWINGGGGG!!! But regrettably, here we are more than a 2 months since Ive finished any art and almost 3 weeks since ive really put pen to paper..
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Recently I find Im having alot of trouble with form, specifically the form of the head and keeping it consistent throughout drawings. Its so frustrating though I keep practicing and studying but I dont feel very much improvement... I think I have to change the way I study,, hrmmm. I think my fundamentals are very lacking in general to be honest. Until I can Improve properly I will just take the small wins.. I've been drawing alot of Kosi recently so good or not he will be the focal of todays collage ^^
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On a much lighter and motivating note! I've been working at trying to get this job for almost a month and i finally have an interview soon!! YAYYYY!! ٩(ˊᗜˋ)و I've reached out so many times Im so relieved to finally be getting somewhere,, I need to get my money up so I can
ALSO ALSO CLOSING NOTE I MADE A STRAW.PAGE!!! Not super important and mostly just for my twitter but Ive been putting it off for so long LOL..
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SONG OF THE DAY: ♡
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New Year
01/25/26
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!! WOOOOOOOOO ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖❇ ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖⊹ ࣪ ˖
I finally took a couple commissions YAYYYYY!!1 My years of work finally paying off (TヮT) They were surprisingly fun to do! The first batch went super smooth!! The second batch thoughh... It was setback after setback, I'm so genuinely appreciative of the clients I worked with for being so patient!! Theres definitely alot about my process I need to tweak and change so next time it goes more smoothly (ᵕ—ᴗ—)
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Being super stressed and all I started playing The Sims 2 again!! I'm not exactly sure why but, everytime I feel particularly overextended I always end up turning to The Sims LOL.. Loving Pleasant View!! As im working on my Collection page I decided I want an area for games and art instead so ofcourse Im going to merge all of those things together (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.) Really not sure how I want the UI(?) but im too lazy to code anything super complex right now, so i'm just gonna stick the pages in an iframe...
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I've been trying to OC lore max but genuinely coming up with a storyline and plot is so hard idk how people do this shit (ㅠ﹏ㅠ) I have like the vaguest ideas ever of my characters but they're so boring and nothing burger..... ALSO I cannot write in the slightest my writing is so elementary cryinggggg
ALSO BEFORE I FORGET FUCK ICE FUCK TRUMP FUCK THE AMERICAN GOVERNMENT FUCK VANCE FUCK KIRK FUCK AI AND ANY OTHER BS ON MY FEED!!!!
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SONG OF THE DAY: ♡
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